I Need you more than you need me (Demo)

[♥Emily Rydell♥]

Emily Anne Rydell was a mess. She hadnt slept yesterday because of the phyco that broke into her house and because... of Demo. She had on simple sweatpants and a tee shirt. Her hair was in a loose bun and she had distreesed sneakers on. She also had sunglasses.

Now as she walked through the white hospital halls towards Demo's room. She had called and made sure he was there before she came. The staff said yes. She took a shaky breath and turned a corner into his hospital room. She stood there. He hadn't noticed her yet since the bed was facing the oppisite direction.

[;Demo Johanson]

He had been fighting this fatel illness since he was young and being in the hospital wasn't a big surprise, well for him anyways. He had been fighting the battle of cancer, a cancer that had lasted an extremely long time. He had been undergoing some new medications and treatments and the cancer was finally dying and was close to gone. But the only thing wrong with this new treatment was that he was getting sick, not from the cancer but just from all the medications and all. Demo was strong and he had come so far to turn around now.

Inhaling a deep breath as he kept his eyes shut he heard someones breathing near the door. He had been using his senses alot and he knew when someone was around. Demo had gotten very touchy about who came into his room, and he didn't want anything to do with anyone from school. He knew this wasn't one of the nurses or doctors because they usually say hi right away and they just come in quickly with their noisey shoes.

" Go away. "

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

Emily dropped her purse and the bottled water rolled over to his bed and then stopped. Just like how her insides felt. "I..." She choked, unable to say anything or breath. What was wrong with him? What was wrong with her? She hung her head and sighed. Silent tears streamed down her face. "Why?"

"Why Demo why?"

[;Demo Johanson]

He wasn't mad, he wasn't upset, he just wanted people to leave him alone. Eyes snapped shut as he inhaled a deep breath. He was thinking about ripping the IV's from his arms but that would only cause him to bleed so that was out of the question. He didn't even look over towards her for he couldn't care less if she was crying. He had cried so many times before about his own life that he was used to anyone else crying. Just because he broke her heart doesn't mean he needs her to come give him the third degree. He was tired, tired of life.

Eyes opened slowly as he let his gaze focus apon the wall ahead. His dry lips were given a hard like as he looked around. His eyes never once moved to look towards her. He could just tell her the truth on why he broke up with her but it would probably make her cry harder then he wanted, and right about now he didn't want that.

" Emily, just go. You wouldn't understand. "

His words werea bit harsh. No one understood what the boy went through throughout his life. He had been in many hospitals, in many surgerys, and with too much hope. His hope was going down the drain and he didn't want to bring anyone down with it. Anyhow he didn't want her to have to deal with it. Plus he doesn't feel the way she feels about him, which sucks badly.

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

"Y-you said I had one more chance. ME Demo. Not you! This time you screwed everything up! You stole my chance! You never, not once looked at me the same way I did to you. I loved you Demo. Why can't you love me back? I love you so much. You have no idea how much it hurts. How much it kills to care about someone so much and then they just take themselves right out of your life in a snap." This wasn't just about Demo anymore. It was about her parents. And her grandmother. And her old friends. And Demo.

"You don't understand. You have never had to watch, Demo. You never had to watch someone kill your parents while all you could do is sit there, scared out of your little 6 year old mind. Want to know how he killed them Demo?" She said with a sickening change of tone. Disturbed. Menacing... "He slitted their throats, Demo. With shards of glass. From the wine glasses. And then Demo, oh and this is the worst part. He shot them. 50 times each in the head. The head, Demo. And then he made me watch him throw them from the plane's window. Do you know how many shrinks I have been to Demo? Many, many more times than you've been in a hospital. Or had meds."

[;Demo Johanson]

She was crazy, ohh so crazy. Gripping the side of the bed he heard the machine next to him go off. His heart rate was rising along with his blood pressure. A nurse pushed past Emily to see what the noise was and she could see something wrong with the boys face. He had that look of get out written all over his face. The nurse got the picture and went off to get the officer in the front. This girl couldn't be here if she was going to make the boys vitals rise.

" GET OVER IT! I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I NEVER LOVED YOU! GET THE HELL OUT!

He snapped, oh lord save him now. His face was burning red and he was biting down on his bottom lip so hard he was drawing blood. She needed to take a step from the past and deal with the present.

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

She sat down on the bed next to him. "Oh it was horrible. The blood gushed from their throats. And they had holes. Gaping, oozing holes all over their head. And then they fell from the plane. I saw them land, too Demo." Emily hissed into his ear. "Every bone in their body broke. Their sculls cracked. And do you know what their last words were? The words I will never forget, Demo? They said 'Get over it. We never loved you and we never will.' Sound familair?" She glared at him. She seized his shirt collar in both hands, twisting it slightly.

"I could kill you you know-" She looked up at the nurse with a deadly stare. She dug her nails into his skin before releasing his collar and pushing past the nurse.

[;Demo Johanson]

Wow. She should just go kill herself. As she grab ahold of his shirt he turned his head to look away. Even though she was digging her nails into his skin it didn't hurt. He felt more pain. This girl had problems and going out with her would now be the biggest mistake he ever made. As she moved away he relaxed his muscles. Let her kill him, only end his pain and free his soul. He couldn't give to rats asses about her right now, and for anyone else right now as well.

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

**later that night**

A girl with dark, almost black, straight hair and bangs to her eyes walked through the halls. She had long boots on and bootcut jeans paired with a hollister henley. In two fingers she clutched a cigarette. She walked into his room, no one noticing.

"Get up." She demanded. It was Emily, but with a kick ass makeover. She took a long drag of her ciggarete and puffed it in his face.

[;Demo Johanson]

He had been sleeping, yes, but as soon as she spoke he was awake. Turning his head awayto avoid the smoke he sat up, giving her a nasty glare. He pressed the button on the side of the bed for the nurse, he wasn't going to deal with loony bin over here.

" Get the hell out Emily. I don't want you near me. "

The words were harsh, but not harsh enough. He couldn't care about her anymore, well he could but with her attitude and how crazy she was acting her couldn't give a nuts.

" You have no right to be in here. "

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

"I need to show you something. Please, get up." She said, returning his glare with a steady gaze. "Then maybe you will understand me better. Please. Get. Up." Emily said, sitting on the edge of his bed. "And I need to tell you something. As you saw, I do have issues when it comes to someone telling me they don't love me as much as I love them. And I thought if I came here earlier today I could get you back. But I went crazy because I cut the pills the shrinks gave me a month ago."

[;Demo Johanson]

He held this look on his face as if he didn't want to go and he wouldn't. But being the big softie that he was he pushed the blankets off his body before placing his feet on the ground. He had apair of sweats on and a cozy pair of socks. Hand grabbed at the iron iv stand he pulled it along with him.

" You have five minutes. "

He said harshly as he moved towards the door.

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[♥Emily Rydell♥]

A little while later, they were standing out in a huge field. She had driven them here. In front of them, lay a totaled plan. Emily took a shaky breath and got out of the car. "This is the plane. We had just been coming from Tokyo from my father's buisness trip. And I had been bothering them so much they snapped and said they never loved me and never would. It killed me inside. And then, not even an hour of the silent treatment form them a stow-away appeared. He said something about my father cheating him out of something. Then he tied me to a chair and made me watch him kill them."

[;Demo Johanson]

She was completely sick for taking him out here. Shaking his head he turned his back towards her and stared out towards the road. He couldn't believe this, what was she going to do? Kill him here? He was probably going to die anyhow so why not get it over with.

" Look, Im sorry about your parents and your horrible little life, but I need to get back to the hospital. "

His words were cold and he really had no emotion for the girl anymore. Well he had no emotions towards anyone right about now. All he wanted to do was go back to sleep and say this never happened, that they never happened.

[♥Emily Rydell♥]

Emily let her eyes fall to the ground. Why had she taken this emotianless beast out here? She sniffled and went back into her car. During the drive, she pretended like he wasn't even there. Then she pulled up to the hospital, and didn't even look at him as he got out. If he noticed, she was crying. She had brought him to her special place and he had basically told her to f*ck off.