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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 12, 2006 20:57:35 GMT -5
"Don't even act like you don't know what happened... you, you porno."
Ryan stared at her in disbelief. He stood up and backed up, towards the door. He shook his head at Tasha and then turned and opened the door. "You're insane. I don't know what you're talking about," he said as he began out the door.
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 12, 2006 21:02:25 GMT -5
"I'm insane? Ryan do you even know what you tried to do?" She shook her head in disbelief and dropped the knife on the counter. "Do you see these bruises and cuts?" Tasha gestured to her face, rolled up her pant legs to show him her banged up legs, and then lifted her shirt to show him her stomach. "You. You were drunk or something and... and you kept hitting and kicking and slapping me.. then you even tried... to rape me."
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 12, 2006 21:17:26 GMT -5
"I'm insane? Ryan do you even know what you tried to do? Do you see these bruises and cuts? You. You were drunk or something and... and you kept hitting and kicking and slapping me.. then you even tried... to rape me."
Ryan's mouth dropped open in disbelief. "But I...I don't...I wouldn't have...No!" he was in complete and total shock. "Why would I do that?" he asked, half to himself and half to Tasha. He couldn't think about how that happened. "I wouldn't have gotten drunk...unless," the flashbacks flew at him and slapped him in the face. He wanted to run, but he couldn't. "So...What do you want me to do? Call 911, uh...leave..."
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 12, 2006 21:22:03 GMT -5
She shook her head and tears stung her eyes. "I don't know. I just... don't think I ever want to see you again." Tasha mumbled. This was the hardest thing in the entire world to do. She loved him... but she knew he was screwing Alex and after last night... "Go screw Alex for all that I care. I know you have been. And after you said I could have had a chance with you."
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 12, 2006 21:32:25 GMT -5
"I don't know. I just... don't think I ever want to see you again."
Ryan shook his head and turned around. He then stopped and faced her. "You don't know if you mean that...I'm just letting you know. I'm still here for you, no matter what," he said.
"Go screw Alex for all that I care. I know you have been. And after you said I could have had a chance with you."
Again, that was like a slap across the face. Ryan stopped in his tracks. "How did you know about me and Alex? And why do you care? You don't want to see me ever again...Maybe I do love you, maybe I don't. After the way you're acting..." Ryan turned and shrugged. "I just don't know if we should even be friends anymore."
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 12, 2006 21:41:02 GMT -5
She blinked away tears. Tasha sniffed and looked directly into his eyes. "How do I know? The whole frigging school knows. Apparently that tramp told everyone." She shook her head. "The way I'm acting? Well excuse me, but you're not the one who got abused and nearly raped." She spat with a hurt expression.
"I love you! I always have! And I have been trying to keep you away from Alex so I can have you! You're just too thick to ever realize it! All my life I have been 'the friend'. The one who has to stand behind you, watching you hook up with girls. Every time, my heart broke. You never knew that I love you!"
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 12, 2006 21:45:24 GMT -5
"How do I know? The whole frigging school knows. Apparently that tramp told everyone."
Ryan's jaw was still down. "What?" he asked, still stunned. Alex would never say anything. Or would she?
"The way I'm acting? Well excuse me, but you're not the one who got abused and nearly raped."
"Well sorry!" Ryan said, turning around and shaking his head. He couldn't believe her. She was yelling at him and he was trying to be as sorry as he could possibly be without going insane.
"I love you! I always have! And I have been trying to keep you away from Alex so I can have you! You're just too thick to ever realize it! All my life I have been 'the friend'. The one who has to stand behind you, watching you hook up with girls. Every time, my heart broke. You never knew that I love you!"
Ryan was silent. "Are you being as serious as possible? As serious as can be? Because if you are, we could just hook up right now if that would make you happy!"
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 12, 2006 21:48:18 GMT -5
Tasha slammed her hand on the table, knowing that he was hung over and loud noises would bother him. "You know, love isn't just about hooking up! It's about having a relationship, and talking, and not just having sex!" She screamed, tears puring down her bruised face.
"And it kills me that I can't trust you. You will just go hook up with Alex behind my back." She sunk to the ground, back against the counter.
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 13, 2006 15:11:41 GMT -5
"You know, love isn't just about hooking up! It's about having a relationship, and talking, and not just having sex!"
"I know that fu(king relationships are built on love, not sex. You are so mouthy, and I know that I don't have to just hook up with you! Why don't I just not hook up with anyone?! I should just go pops some pills, I mean, that would make you SO happy, now wouldn't it?!" Ryan asked, now beginning to yell, though that wasn't his intent.
"And it kills me that I can't trust you. You will just go hook up with Alex behind my back."
"That stuff with Alex never meant to happen. We were just talking and we kissed and then got into it. It's not my fault that we shared one intimate moment. I know you're just jealous that I won't show you what I show Alex, but I would if you would stop being such a b!tch to her all the time. Why the he|| do you do that anyways? It's not like Alex ever did anything in the whole d@mn world to hurt you, so why do you have to hurt her d@mnit?!"
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 13, 2006 15:35:03 GMT -5
Tasha looked at him, directly into his eyes. Her gaze was so sad and defeated. "If you think that that would make me happy, you don't know me at all." She shook her head and wiped her tears with the back of her hand. "And one moment is all it takes to ruin someone elses life. Congratolations, you've ruined mine. You know, all I've ever wanted, since the day you moved here was to be with you. But all you ever seemed to want was Alex. Alex, Alex, Alex."
She sniffled. "That's why I hate her, and I will never stop hating her. Because she took away the one thing that meaned more than anything in the world to me."
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 13, 2006 15:56:25 GMT -5
"If you think that that would make me happy, you don't know me at all. And one moment is all it takes to ruin someone elses life. Congratolations, you've ruined mine. You know, all I've ever wanted, since the day you moved here was to be with you. But all you ever seemed to want was Alex. Alex, Alex, Alex. That's why I hate her, and I will never stop hating her. Because she took away the one thing that meaned more than anything in the world to me."
Guilt tripping. A girl's best friend. Ryan sighed. He didn't want to be a jerk off, and just because he happened to be Alex's best friend and she happened to be his didn't mean anything. "I can tell now. And thanks for the congrats, because I don't want them. I'm considering just moving away again. It would be so much easier," Ryan shook his head. "You know, between you two, it's just so hard to choose. Sure, I've slept with Alex, but I've been close to you. And sure I've been best friends with Alex forever, but I've been best friends with you forever too!"
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 13, 2006 17:10:31 GMT -5
She shook her head. "I'll never be anything to you." Tasha turned around and sunk to the floor, face buried in her hands sobbing. What was wrong with him? Couldn't he see how much he meant to her? "I just wish you could see that she will never love you as much as I do. It just isn't possible. She has a boyfriend!"
"And trust me. She acts like she loves him much more than you." She wailed, stamping her foot against the floor.
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 13, 2006 20:24:09 GMT -5
"I'll never be anything to you. I just wish you could see that she will never love you as much as I do. It just isn't possible. She has a boyfriend! And trust me. She acts like she loves him much more than you."
Ryan couldn't help but roll his eyes. Didn't she realize how childish she was being. Maybe it was the fact that he was suffering from a terrible headache that made him say the following, but he didn't know. "Maybe you don't love me as much as Alex does." he answered.
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Post by Nicole_Tasha&&Em.xx on Dec 13, 2006 20:31:16 GMT -5
She stood up with a serious face. "That isn't possible." Tasha retorted, hands on her hips. "Do you think she would even talk to you if you tried to do what you did to me?" She snapped, rolling her eyes.
"When are you going to wake up?"
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Post by Ryan Summers on Dec 13, 2006 21:06:12 GMT -5
"That isn't possible. Do you think she would even talk to you if you tried to do what you did to me?"
Ryan shrugged. "I've never been on her badside, so I wouldn't know," he said with a slight sigh. Maybe he was a bad person for yelling at her and sleeping with Alex. He was not only betraying Tasha, but he was betraying another good friend, Austin. And for that, he was very sorry.
"When are you going to wake up?"
Ryan looked at her. "I don't know," he said. He didn't want to admit it, but there was a sharp pain in his throat at that moment and he felt like he should cry. Just looking at the pain he had caused Tasha, not only physically, but emotionally. He was so evil...in his opinion. He shook his head and sunk down to the floor slowly, shutting the door and leaning against it, throwing his head back and slamming it against the wood. "I'm such an @ss hole," he said to himself.
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